remember the feeling of being immensely free? free from stress....pressure....stares....duties....stuidies... or demands? just free... with absolutely NOTHING to do! well... the lasssst time i remembered that feeling was... in form three. after PMR. i had a hell-like year.
finally, after nearly five years later, i got it once again. and darn.... it feels soooo good! i've applied for a month's leave from my company... so i'm free from any office duties! woohoo~! and i'm off to KL again for Chinese New Year! i've been shopping depriaved in KK... so... shopping sprees and family quality time! here i come! haha~
i know the feeling of absolute helplessness. absolute despair... and i know absolute happiness. even if its only for a little while. i think its those small lil things that really matter in life. i rather have LOTS of small victories... than a few major ones. i believe that in my life, lots of small victories are awaiting. from perfect happy endings to beautiful disasters.
