i think this shows how i feel right now... kekekeei'm not in the least an overconfident,whiny or snotty lil princess (am i?) BUT! i'm darn determined when i'm gonna complain. i'll make sure that person will listen, not just HEAR... but LISTEN to every word i have in mind.
ok... straight to the bugger... what i really want to complain now is... my english lecturer. wtf la... WHY? why is he still teaching us secondary school stuff?! past present and future tenses!? sentence connectors!? verbs and nouns?! EVERYTIME i enter class... i'm ready to fall into (almost) immediate irritated,troubled,annoyed and very disturbed slumber.
i expected classes to be interesting (not boring), challenging (not dreary) and gratifying (not unpleasant)!!! i must have missed out on checking the english syllabus when i entered this college! all i was worried about was - how am i going to survive accounts,economics and business math!? now... i have to worry, is this lecturer helping me in revision? or hoping its just enough to get a pass? i might not need to worry TOO much (i'm still a lil worried) for myself, but! wat about the others!? those who aren't english educated?! i dun believe he is of much help when it comes to increasing their range of vocabulary or loving/understanding this language. its amazing how i've suddenly come to dread english classes. EVEN if there was a debate or a presentation!
back then, i would go all hyper, jumping for joy and be filled with excitement when told to represent the group,class or school /prepare for a debate or public speaking competition/ forum and group discussions. now i just roll my eyes, yawn... * thunk* head on the desk, listening to the mp3 or pretend to be listening but am reli just figuring out my activities for later...
the lecturer is either trying to lighten his workload (if there is actually any!~) or he really thinks we're stupid -.-'' it'd better not be the latter.
